Thank you for your request. I responded to it in the Forum section of my site where you also posted this request so you may want to read the full response. I believe God will bless you with that special someone as you seek Him and put Him first in your life. Jesus loves you, He hears your heart's cry and I am sure is preparing you for that person and also preparing her for you. I will pray for you. I understand the desire a man has for female companionship. That desire is natural for most of us whether male or female. However, without God having first place in our hearts such desires often fail. So always make sure Jesus is first in your life. I would keep in mind that it is easy to get married and much harder to stay married....unless Christ is always the center of your lives as a couple. That has to begin now BEFORE you meet someone. May the Lord bless you.